  And so now we are leaving apathetic messages on one another's machines...and this is what we have become. How can a friendship switch so quickly from kindred spirits to disconnected lines? We shared 10 long years of laughter, frustrations and many vicious struggles. And now it's done. But I cannot carry the weight anymore. I cannot be the pillar to which she clung to...I have my own battles to fight. And I want to slap her in the face. And I want her to fail miserably. And I want her to be alone. And I want her to someday realise that she is slightly insane. And I feel these things. And this is why it is good that we are no longer friends. 
