  i hate my life...i jus hate my life..y muz things turn out dis way?! firstly...to the guys..i really wonder how ur minds work?
!im so sad..wad is wrong?everday i go to sch n i'll c __.its suppose to b a really happy thing for me..but its not..y..i dunno!oh well...mayb i shd jus give up..help! !i really wan to stop dis.. aaah...okok...enuff of&nbsp; all dis..so..wad actually happened today?hmmm...let me c..it was alex's bday abt an hr ago..aha..alex one yr older..matured?..hmmm*ponders*.....not yet i think!
(jus kiddin)so we gave him wax n lozenges..kindof weird la..but dear alex...b happy..cus its frm us!! *grins* haha..so today wasn't sucha gd day..tho things turned out quite well...but still...i was not in a very very gd mood..woke up in the mornin havin dis super lerthagic n wierd feelin!u noe..all dis feelins u get in the mornin...it tells ur day..i'll always rmb...rmb the day my rabbit died..i woke up with the very terrible feelin...n guess wad..my rabbit died on tt very sad day!!
*sobs* mayb&nbsp; we really do hav six sense.. another thing...i jsu had my hair cut...n i think it sux..aaah..wad a horrible day!! !think i shd end here...better get some sleep now..im gettin more n more sad by the days..can somebody jus give&nbsp;me a hand n cheer me up..im dyin of depression here! aahh...n my stupid eye jus cant stop twitchin dammit!! &nbsp; &nbsp; 
