  A friend of mine told me that I'm the only one who makes true love real because I believe so fully in it. That along with a few other events and decisions sparked this. I believe that love is the most important thing in my life. I believe in true, beautiful, unconditional love. I am in love, really truly in love with my Cameron and I really feel we can share our love with other people as well. I think if you're in relationship with someone and you realize you don't love them anymore or that you never really did you should leave that relationship because there's something better out there for both of you. If there is no potential for love in a relationship why commit yourself to that person? Because of my current situation I've been thinking a lot about love.
I realize I need it, even live for it but it scares the crap out of me. I have a hard time trusting people and I'm so afraid I'll get hurt. But lately I've been noticing how much fear causes clouded emotions and it made me wonder if I'll recognize the right situations if I'm always so scared. I've decided I don't have to be sure about everything, I don't have to know everything all the time. If I do get hurt I learned something and I can move on and know something else will come. I know love scares everyone and that's ok but I feel I might unitentionally avoid good siuations out of fear.
I don't want that at all. So now I'm gonna do my best to just trust my heart and not worry so damn much. Everything will be ok in the end. 
