  Today is the last day of my bungalow function.  Had a hard time yesterday trying to get Satays.  Went to my old place to get them but they were close yesterday.  wondering y…  Roam ard Bedok but only when I search in Bedok central that I manage to get my hands on those Satay’ s…
 Was surpriced Wak Din’ s stall sells Satay.  They don’ t used to sell that in the past…  Reach the bungalow almost 5.  Helped out my parents with the preparations such as lay out the food and paper plates n cups.
Ppl start coming abt 6pm.  Was kinda busy that many of my relatives came by.  But kinda sad that my grandma wasn’ t there.  She kinda not feeling well.  Hrmmm…
 If just I could do something for her… Sigh.  Well Baby was there too.  Glad she was there coz it really mean a lot to me.  But well I guess she don’ t feel comfy abt her presence there.
 I wonder y since everyone treats her like family.  such as my aunt, my family n etc…  Well I kinda was stucked with her the whole time.  Didn’ t manage to mingle much with my family…
 I kinda feel very disappointed coz its not everyday I have a family occasion.  I felt that they might tink I am snobbish of not entertaining them…  Its my family who organize it n they did their part of turning up… But I did not do my part.  Was very sad indeed.  Then my baby was kinda making a fuss about her not feelin comfy n dat she wants to go home at 8…
 Sigh…  The least that was could happen is she not doing this to me…  Well I don’ t want her to go home dat soon coz later wat other will say.  Here I am trying to promote a gd impression abt her there she is not helping a bit.  Well I neglect my family members for that…
 Keep on taking food for her so that she can stay a bit longer…  I cant really blame her nor angry with her.  coz she having her PMS n well things always get very ugly when dis comes…  Ah fuck… Well finally at 1030 my gal give the pack up sign.  Well my cuz ask me whether he can give me n my gal a lift back coz he intends to go back his ciggies…
 Well with a thick face putting a masquerade of happy face I accompany my Baby to bid farewell to everyone.  Well sent her back then went to Chai Chee but then my cuz say he forgotten to bring along his keys… Head back to Pasir Ris then.  Reach there back but noticed everyone had left.  Kinda sad I wasn’ t able to at least mingle with my family a bit.
 I really felt very low indeed like as though a body which lost its soul.  Wat makes matter worst is dat my aunties n cuz gave me lots of birthday gifts.  Didn’ t really expect that to happen coz like I say we are having a family occasion n not celebrating my birthday…  I really felt very disappointed… Damnn…
ah wat the heck have to look forward for the coming week.  A brand new week.  Played with the PS the wholemorning.  Helped me cheer up a bit but still felt like shit…  Well got some $  now.
 Went to Sim Lim to get a new hard disk coz my current one is too small for me…  Reach home abt 9 after paid for me mum her stuffs.  Didn’ t got any time to repair my PC so well just head to camp.  Well before I go I wish to say thank you to all my aunt n cuz who make an effort to make this family function a successful one.  Hope they ate lots n enjoy themselves.
 I m very sorry for unable to treat them well as guest but hope I can mend my ways n repay their kindness someway or another.  Thank you very much.
