  Oh y I wonder y at times I must even wake up for the day…  It never seems to be a gd idea these days…  Sadly indeed I still have to go on.  Morning start like every other day so sad n down.  Well went to treat my family for breakfast today.  Well it isn’
t really my great idea to go today…  Well its kinda like a “ force”  thingy.  Well my mum was actually the one suggesting me treating them…  Hrmm its not I m making a big fuss for treating them but well I guess now is not the rite time to treat them…
 Well I still in the financial stabilizing process where I actually I was planning to clear all my bills this mth so that by nxt mth well I can start having some money for myself… Its have been an ongoing thing for me to not having $  Sigh…  well treat them then.  I cant really say no rite to my own family.  So well I spent more than wat I bargain for.
 Well I m the sort who once start to spent money for my family or loved ones would not know when to stop.  Well got home start to do some medical center paper werk.  Try to drag the time as much as possible to let the day pass by quickly which it doesn’ t seems to be…  Sigh.  Well I really wished that I was fine today but well I guess dat need lot of werk…
 No one seems to be bothered much bout my life…  Sigh…  Hope to watch fireworks today but well my baby chose to go with her friens.  Well from wat I remember correctly I never say I do not want to go to watch fireworks.  wat I remember saying was insyaallah when it mean goin to go if nothing gone wrong.  Well I guess it quite normal ah every year seems to be the same thing…
 Except for last year which I was at the NDP parade itself I never fail to watch the fireworks every year up till the time when I m in a relationship with my Baby…  Sadly sigh…  Every year planned but always end up quarrel on the day…  Sigh…  well I guess I got to wait for nxt year though. hopefully I got to see it…
Well she chose to go with her friens then let it be ah…  I don’ t want to stop her in anything she want to do ah…  sick n tired of dat already coz she can agree with u 1 moment but talk abt in behind u…  or worst still annoy u time n again till u agree… sigh…
 whatever lah… Well another weekend spoil n another occasion thrashed… Well going back camp soon… sigh…  I donno when will I be back.  coz sigh I donno wat to expect anymore.
 No point expecting anything HAHAHAHA…  well tink I got lots of studying to do.  exams round the corner n going for course soon.  ah heck see ya ard…  wonder when i will cheary again.  hopefully werk week turn out fun.
