  Nobody's called me today as usual. I'm in pain and alone. Last summer felt so much better. Hell, I was in love. Even though he just wanted to be friends and we're friends now, I miss the feeling of being completely enamored with someone for no good reason. I have this complex that I think is the result of an absent father.
I have this constant need for male acceptance and I have none. There is literally one male that isn't freaked out by me. I don't know what my problem is. Nobody wants to listen to me. I keep getting bitched out by people. They act like I'm superficial and my biggest problem is that I don't have a boyfriend.
Well, if they don't want to listen to my small problems, then what makes them think that I'd share my big problems with them. Jesus, everyone acts like their life is so much worse than mine and makes me listen to their whining. They refuse to listen to me without mocking me. I'm sick of this bullshit. Selfish bastards. 
