  Despite being constantly surrounded by people all the time I feel immensely lonely. I don't really have a 'best friend' per se, but rather, several who I update every now and then, on the happenings in my melodramatic life but who are detached from me, and its not their fault or mine, because we all have our own busy lives to get on with. There are times when I'm bursting with news, joy, anger or sadness, and I scroll thru' my cellphone's phonebook, undecided as to who I can talk to, who will listen to me and reciprocate, or give me council, or just listen.
I wish I was in love sometimes... but I don't know who with. I am socially selective, and there are many people I dislike upon sight or upon speaking to. My social circle consists mainly of off-beat folks with individualistic personalities, who speak well, who carry themselves with confidence and who are point blank honest in their unique opinions and choice of lifestyle.
They are also normally artistic, tempermental and I guess, the sort that in feeling for, I often end up getting hurt because they themselves are, like me, time bombs waiting to explode. I do not want to get hurt by other people's problems. I fear I will be away from home for the next 3 days. The commute is simply too tedious and I will put up at my temporary residence at Teban Gardens to ease the journey until Thursday morning. 
