  I haven't updated in awhile.  a lot has been going along,  even if I am bored all the time. nbsp; nbsp;  On Saturday,  I went on a campus tour of the College of New Jersey. nbsp;  It's funny how colleges are described differently by different sources. nbsp;  Unfortunately,  as a person who can be somewhat gullible,  I have come across a dilemma. nbsp;
 I mean,  it is obvious that the tour guide and staff of the college will try to convince prospective students of attending,  but at the same time,  wouldn't they have a better perspective on the school than a book full of statistics and quotes from select individuals?  * sighs*
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 Who knows?  Besides,  I still have no idea as to what I want to major in.  Dale says English,  Carolyn has always said fashion design,  and my parents constantly come up with random ( yet " stable"  professions that I'm not sure if I would even be good at,  but the one person who should know which major I should choose does not know.
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 College is already upsetting me and I have a whole year before it actually starts.  Today I taught my first violin lesson.
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 It wasn't great,  but I suppose it could have been worse.
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 I wish I didn't have so much work over the summer.
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 It probably is one of the main reasons as to why I never feel like doing anything.
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 It tires me out so that I either end up sleeping " early"  or falling asleep in the middle of the afternoon.
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 I really hope I go somewhere.
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I don't even care too much as to where,
 but I need a break.
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 After all,  wasn't that the point of having a summer vacation?
