  life is crap, and i'm worthless, i wish i was dead, and mabey i'll do it myself, not thati havent tryed b4, not that it worked cosif it had i'd b dead, and a whole lot happier. nothing good is going on, and a certain person is screwing up my head and my life seems to be a pile of shit. if anyone no's a hitman then please give them my sceduel. i cant do anything, giveing up fags didnt work and i've tryed loads a times, i cant stop mydrug usage and i think my mum's catchin on 2 it, and i just over all wanna die. my life is so pathetic, and i realy wanna talk 2 my friends about my problems, but i've tryed that b4 and they get so sick of it.
i've only realy opend up about my problems to one person, but they dont talk 2 me because of it, and i luv my m8z 2 much to tell them. i prob wont post for a wile, so i'm gonna have a nova round with a knife, ormy ol friend, painkillers &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; &nbsp; remember that no matter wot,&nbsp;&nbsp; nothing is good 
