  I thought once, as young as a person is...he/she must plan his/her life. Got a choice..as to whether have a hard life or a good life with full of struggles.Where will you be?hmm..1,2,3 or 6 or 10 years from now?What kind of life will you gonna make?Things are always hard, sometimes it becomes harder coz we want it to be harder. There's always this exotic pleasure...I wonder if one day i'd be lying in bed with full of syringe,dextrose and medicines around me...will i be able to get a good life after?I bet i'd rather die than suffering that kind of dreadful thing.See? Some things lies in our hand, but those things are all unimportant. They are the basics...they go usually as planned.Careful analysis and sometimes experimental.But most of it,arent nice and easy.
The more we want our life to be perfect, the more it becomes imperfect. I wonder why its always like that.And no matter how hard we try to have a good lasting life, the more things get so unwell.Is this a punishment? or maybe what some other say...our life is like a gift...we have to fill it with tiny little good things so when nature takes its due course..its loaded with fun filled memories.
Memories which all our loved-ones can be treasured.When its unfilled, its like a box with nothing in it.Being alive doesnt last long...it's like a race...it always ends up with a finish line, no matter how long the race is.So when it ends, it ends.No weeping, no blaming coz thats how it works.Pathetic isnt it?Its the way each of us lives... 
