  I am wide awake. too much coffee tonight. nbsp;  I had a migraine earlier and took a nap before work too. nbsp;  I should be doing other things because I have tons to do before vacation,
 but alas,  I am not. nbsp;  Playing on the computer,  obviously. nbsp;
 I also bought 2 new phones,  business & amp;  personal. the ones I had were a pain. nbsp;
 I hate to spend the money,  but whatever. nbsp;  Walmart shopping at 2 AM. it's the best time to go.  &
nbsp;  I can't wait for vacation! nbsp;  I am just thoroughly excited. nbsp;  I need to go home very badly,
 my life has been crazy the past few years and finally I can go home and just relax for vacation. though I do have lots planned. nbsp;  I can't wait. I said that already.  &
nbsp;  I have lots to do tomorrow and Wednesday to make sure stuff is done before I go. just things need taken care of. nbsp;  Of course,  my usual self has procrastinated and saved stuff for last minute.
I work well under pressure. nbsp;  I do wish it were already done though. nbsp;  & nbsp;
 I bought a journal to write in ( a long train ride awaits me) and am also bringing some books,  my Bible,  and I also bought a portable CD player w/ headphones.
there goes more of my money I shouldn't be spending. nbsp;  I couldn't stand the thought of going on that long of a trip without music,  I'd go nuts. nbsp;  I bought&
nbsp; a cheap little CD holder too that holds 12 CDs. nbsp;  I'm ready.  & nbsp;
 My attitude is better than this weekend,  I'm not sure what the heck was up with that. nbsp;  Too much buried inside that just decided to rear it's ugly head. it's good to get it out. whatever it was.
nbsp;  & nbsp;  Well,  I better get to bed. not much time left to sleep.
darn it.  & nbsp;  & nbsp;
