  Tis funny how one's mood can change such quickly.  I went from horny,  to distraught,  to crying in the span of a few minutes.  Hmmm.  I suppose talking about Ash will at least make me feel better about ash now on account of i have nobody to talk to at the moment.
 Hmmm i remember when we first met in November of 2000.  It was like 2 or 3 weeks after my birthday and we had just moved back to Columbus from Meridian,  MS.  Anywho i was in the 6th grade and Lavender and Sunny were gone somewhere when his dad and him came over.  It was like a little while before mom met jiro so,  they came in and talked for like 2hours straight.
 While that was happening we sat in the den playing video games and didn't say anything for like 30 minutes lol.  i guess we're both really shy.  I don't really remember what we talked about and i don't even think i told him my name,  but i do remember seeing him in most of my classes when i started school.  Hmmm i actually remember hanging out with him and people saying stuff about him being gay.  anywho,
 we're still friends now.  God i miss him even more now.  I must seem spaztic going on and on about him,  but i don't care.  hmmm more stuff about Ash Full name:  Ashley Simon Swartout (
his initials are A. S. S.  Birthday:  December 15,  1988 Sign:
 Sagittarius i think Color:  Yellow ( just as me)  Favorite TV Show:  Real World Favorite Movie:  Almost Famous (
i've really got to watch that)  Best Friend:  Me of Course First Kiss:  Shockingly me.  that's really a different story Favorite Band:  3 doors down (
i could never really get into them)  Favorite Video Game:  The Sims Hair Color:  Black Eye Color: Brown ( lol he always said he wishes he had eyes like mine)
 Pets:  Hunter and Nina the greyhounds ( they are soo ugly)  Turn ons:  Blonde Hair,  Blue eyes,
 intelligence Turn offs:  Back hair,  Knuckle Hair,  cockiness Favorite article of clothing:  Quick silver tabagon.  hmm.
 i feel a lot better now.  i suppose that was a good idea.  i guess i'll try to call him again tomorrow/ today ish.  Hmmm.  i still miss him,
 but i feel better.  God im a spaz.  Beezlebub save me.
