  A poem about my beliefs on death and the afterlife.  Endless Hell by George Clarke slowly into his arms all fears gone all wishes said he embraces you takes you forward on and on you tread go to the next moving onward he smiles so friendly gates are in sight gestured through welcomed so gently a liar you see you now know destroyed your trust nowhere now you look around you walk on as you must no turning back no going back the doors now closed tight no surrender no mercy all you have& nbsp; now is to& nbsp; fight you regret try to forget as you walk out from the door you fear don't wish as you enter the eternal war &
nbsp;  Just a quick explanation on that poem,  a lot of the thinking of my beliefs are very complicated and I won't go into them in one post alone but few things to help understand the poem -  I believe that when you die you're greeted by death,  I don't try to give death a form he is merely something that greets you,  he greets you friendly explains you're dead and leads you to the afterlife,
 he shows you the doors and tells you to walk through and when you do they close behind you,  you look out onto the worlds of Hell,  the last destination of everybody,  whether they've been good or bad,  everyone goes to Hell,  you're soul is torn and warped by the lands of Hell and you become a warrior,
 created and designed purely to fight,  a being of evil,  you enter the war of souls,  every person in every universe who has died comes here and they are forced to fight,  thoughts flood your mind and your body betrays you as it runs into the fray,  you die again in seconds,
 you appear outside of the gate again staring out at Hell again,  you notice the other souls leaving the gates that litter the land,  endless floods of crazed demons rushing into war,  you follow,  you have no choice,  you fight for eternity.
 I won't go into why or how I came to believe this,  like I said my beliefs have very complex elements in them and would take a lot of explaining to understand.  Anyone who feels suicidal and is reading this,  see this as my argument for why you should live,  unless you fully believe the next life is better than the one you currently live you should avoid death at all costs. nbsp;
 There is nothing to say what happens in the afterlife,  you cannot be assured that it'll be heaven that waits for you,  perhaps an endless war or a place of torture awaits instead.  Think about the consequences of your actions.  Me and Alyssa shared the same beliefs,  that is why I cry for her.
nbsp;  But one day I know that we will fight together and we will be stronger next time. nbsp;  She knows to delay death until I'm by her side again,  and then we will fight him. nbsp;
 We put a challenge towards god for letting Hell happen,  if& nbsp; it denys us then we shall lead others against it. nbsp;  She died because of these beliefs and I won't let her death be in vain.
