  Ok hasnt been the best of days.. i'm still in love with mike, and nothing will change that...but i feel like i'm losing him...he asked me back out last night!
but.. i said no...how dumb could i have been? well i said no because i "thought" i liked this other guy...but that wasnt so true...he's kinda a uh not good friend i guess u could say. idk well yea i think i made ANOTHER mistake.. it feels like all i do is make mistakes i life... But you know i still keep my head up high cause...i have God in my life. he shows me that everything will b ok...and will work out for the better. I just wish i didnt make so many mistakes...but w/e i do the Lord will always love me and be by my side!
So i encourage you to ask Jesus into your life. I;m here 24/7 if u need help with it! Trust me! Everything gets better when u have faith in him. Well, i'm off to make more mistakes... haha ... well i love you mike! and i always will, your amazing!!! i just hope i could be your girl again!.... :( ok love yall God Bless Yall ~*~Krissy~*~ 
