  Life has turned out to be quite ironical so far with me. nbsp;  It gave me the best,  saw to that I gave back the best to life and now has kindof left me in a situation where I am wondering where was I all this while.
in my dreams or in reality?  Currently I am trying to move out of stranded phase,  where I want to leave the past and move to the future.
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 What to do,  how to do . where do I begin?
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 Well,  a set of interesting questions,  but I think the answer really lies within me.
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 I need to take that initiative and move on with stuff.
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 There is simply no use holding onto something which gives one pain and hurt.
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 Yesterday I was watching the movie paycheck,  and there was an interesting statement made in that. life is a sum of all our mistakes"
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 Quite ironical,  but then,  its true.
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 Everytime we make a mistake,  we learn from it and try not to make the same mistake again.
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 When we commit the same mistake the second time,  we learn a new lesson.
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 The process of learning never ends,  its an ongoing cycle.  Life cannot stop for anyone,  its' not the way of the world.
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 Time governs us all,  and this time only knows when and what will happen.
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 You can dodge your destiny upto a point,
 after which it will come and bite you and when it does,  you might even repent for having dodged it the first time.  As I initiate myself in the process of embracing my past,  closing out the questions which haunt me and terrify me,  all I pray is that the almighty stands by me again thro this process and gives me the courage to survive this.
