  blog time again. wow. wonderful ar.  today result come out. and i didnt go to school. shit me sia.
i really dunno if i will fail. if i fail.  i sure jump down wan.  sure de lor. haiz. have to pray hard le lor.
wat to do. hum. keep doing physics notes sia.  i just love Physics sia. its like. so nice!
 ok. back to wat i am unhappy with.  ha. my parents came home. one bloody person give me one bloody black face. for wat?
 just because of i didnt go to school today.  damn crazy lor. and is like. i dun bother. since she wan to go crazy this way. let her be.
at least my dad wont be so bad. she thinks by scolding i will listen to her. pls lor. u think scolding can solve everything?  out of 10 times.  my dad will get realy angry only.
1 time. she. out of 10 times. she get angry 10times. for wat?  for nothing of cos.
 everything she wan to scold. even my maid she also scold.  she bloody hell lor. she angry de is me. dun have to scold the maid until like that wan lor. as if she not human being like that.
 so loving with daddy.  ER XIN!  she can dun bother about everything around her. but she cannot dun bother about daddy. why?  cos end of the year still have to go genting de mah.
 go Genting. all she do is wat. gamble.  soon she will gamble the whole family's money away lah.  one time go can like. give away by thousands.
and not hundreds.  she think she is really that rich?  say we spend money like water. pls lah. she herself once go genting or Cruise. is like.
spend away the amount we kids spend for months.  she still say us.  when i grow up.  i will give feed my dad lor. and not her. since she have such good family in Brunei.
my grandparents so rich. one big piece of land.  big company. go over and stay lah. say wan to leave Singapore go Brunei stay.  i can say something.
 just one sentence. is.  off u go then.  yi lu shun feng.  HUMPH!  i dunno why lor.
she can get worked up.  as if like i didnt study at all like that. pls lah.  wat i am doing she cant even see.  wan to make so much noise.  always going around telling everybody how bad her daughters and husband are.
 go ahead lah!  u paiseh not we paiseh wat.  more over. we also wont get to see those ppl so often. she get to see those ppl more often wat. go lor.
 i dun bother lor.  i had enough of all her scoldings and accusing liao.  think wat.  my mother can be so unreasonable is it.  bloody hell sia.  i just hate it lor.
 cant she just talk to us in a very good way.  simply. she just love to shout.  shout lor. u no voice not we no voice wat.  go lah!
 truly. i can love my mother so much. at times. but at times. no way.  if she dun scold.
dun accuse. i think she would be the best mother i ever have le. is like. argh. i dunno how to say. i just hate her.
come home only.  rush into the kitchen. she is like. wah. scolding my maid liao. eh.
no. my sister liao.  lucky my sister temper very good ar. if my sister just now already bad mood. i think world war 3 will pop out again. and is like.
wow. whole family cold war again.  er. except for my and my dad or for me and my sister.  my mother. definitely.
 ha.  kana ignored lah.  or if not . all do own things lor. since she love to do that. ok lor.
go lor.  she think she is the queen. keep telling me wat. in office wat.  u know very tired to work anot. wat.
 i work from morningto night nvr stop. wah. dot dot dot.  all rubbish lah.  as if my dad not like that. if ask my mother to drive around all day long.
go deliver goods.  deliver all the printing materials.  or go entertain the teachers. ha. i bet she cant do it lor.  and if ask her go to school early in the morning.
go and study. some more is like. the books now. as if she understand a thing like that.  like shit!  pls lor.
she only thinks that she is the only one suffering.  pls lah. if u say u suffering. then the ppl in africa is like in hell liao lor.  say so much. kaoz!
 she come home. got tv. got maid. and all. she wat. still not enough?
 crazy nuts.  aiya.  she ar. buy her own things. wah damn happy.  ask her buy something for me or my sister ar.
is like . wan her life like that.  if ask my dad to buy. wow. he sure buy. like both my nike track shoe and converse white shoe.
all he buy de lor.  ask my mother to buy. wah. she scold until the whole shopping mall de ppl look at u then she stop. stop le nvm. still dun buy.
still remember.  when i ask her to buy me a new school bag. mine is like. totally spoil le lor. totally cannot use liao lor. at first at home say i need school bag.
still so happy say ok. when reach mini toons.  only a 20 dollars bag. she scold me like hell. and is like. everyone is looking at me.
 HELLO!  I AM 16 LE!  pls lah!  if ask my dad to scold her in front of everyone in the public. see how paiseh she will be lah.  go into fashion.
go lor. go.  eventually she go into fashion. she spend so much money on wat. facial.  dresses.
 shoes.  handbags.  hair.  wah. u think u rich women ar.  pls lor.
 her face hor. go for facial. do for dunno how many months le. still the same.  i dun even see a different. ah.
worse.  eat all sorts of medi.  wat.  vitamin C.  or wat ever shit. she all buy and eat.
 so old le. still on diet.  why?  ai mei mah.  spend so much money on this kind of things. worse.
 these things come. not she pay. most of the time is my father pay. well done huh. well done.  Sunday go market.
also wan to complain.  siao leh!  mind as well teach our maid how to drive. how to buy.  then ask her every sunday go buy lor!  siao!
 argh.  now damn worried about my result.  i dunno if will pass my chinese o level anot. if dun pass i sure no need to go home liao.  sure sleep outside le.  siao siao liao.
argh.  go do notes le.  * _*  GONE * _*
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