  NOTE: Sorry for those of you non-Indonesian speakers. No babelfish yet for English Indonesian. why do I have to care about her opinion? since when do i start to care? maybe the sense that i got after reading it, was i was the one that's guilty. shit, it got me thinking, (jadi parno) hahahaha.... well, she is part of my past, and actually, if she ever wants to tell anyone about me, about what kind of person i really am, well, she might as well do it. I couldn't care less. maybe i am a bad person. so what?. people might never change, but they adapt. they react accordingly. condition dictates them to. i might not be the same person as before, and i might never will be. my "missing" years, it was sweet, but to re-load my saved game? i really should think about it some more. 
