  I was coming home the other night, and as usual, I got some messages on my MSN. I never turn off my computer, got an ADSL connection, hence my online status.
So it's there. Beside the usual chit-chat from old friends, mom asking where in the bloody world i am, work colleges wanting that powertools cd back, it seems that my ex-girlfriend decided to buzz me this time around. Or maybe haunt me. Amazing how your past can always seems to catch up with you. Maybe if we ever live in alternate reality, it wouldn't be so bad after all. Basically, what she wants this time, is to know how i'm doing. Well, not exactly, since i can't recall seeing a "how are you?
" line in her chat window. Instead, she told me that she heard that I've been taking pills :) The marvel of advanced communication technology has never ceased to amazed me. What even more amazes me, is that she reckons that taking pills is not the "right" way to forget about her. Well dear, let me told you something, if you ever read this blog, I just want to let you know that before I popped my first 1/2, I already forget all about you. Not that I don't appreciate her concern, of course, but If you know her as well as I am, you would know that she often misjudged me. It's not like I'm trying to find redemption in taking pills or whatever. For me, I found my redemption long ago, after she fucked me for the 2nd time.
Taking pills to escape from reality? Sounds like I'm stil a teenager :) Although i was a teenager back then when i took my first, which was always the best one :) -- i wasn't well informed back then, and i must admit it scares me .. but now, i am well informed, and i'm aware of the risk -- i think that's the responsibility every other drug user should bear. Be aware, and like every other path you take in life, If you ever want to be successful, you better will be well informed. :) Oh, and her? I told her to get stuffed. 
