  Today sucks..July 11th 2004 will always be the day that i remember i lost my first nephew..i was looking forward to see this lil guy grow up..wanted to be there for him like my daddy should of done. But i didnt even get a chance to hold him in my arms for now hes gone. Didnt even get to look at his delicate hands or his delicate toes.
I was looking forward to being a big brother to this little lad. Things happen for a reason..or so i was once told by a wise woman. But this how could a live of a baby be ok to just suddenly go? I dont think its right..and i cant handle this anymore..I cant lose another. I just want to curl up in my bed hide all day never show my face durring the day.. god you better be taking good care of.. Jack Daniel Anderson..my buddy.. -troy 
