  He has asked me to go with him to mass after work tonight. I haven't told my mom yet but I hope it's okay with her. Will we be praying for the same thing? I suddenly remembered the time he took me to this waterfall along Roxas Blvd and gave me a coin for me to wish. He took another coin and wished himself. I wonder if we wished for the same thing. Last night I asked him to stop because I'll be having a hard time if I started getting used to it and he'll eventually leave.
He asked why. I told him I'm not used to these things at all. He just said I better get used to it, and he called me "baby". He even said "Bat naman ako mawawala, ngayon pa." I wonder what he meant by that, he wouldn't say. *sigh* Before he left I went to his workstation and he showed me pictures. He was really overweight back then! But still cute. I was kind of embarrassed to be seen in a room with just him, considering it was a bit late and it might seem I was making the moves. I think only a handful knows that anything is going on between us. Yesterday morning I gave him a copy of my Inquirer essay and I even joked that he could throw the paper after reading it.
He said he'd frame it. What he remembered most was me wanting to get married between 25 and 27. I was a little embarrassed sharing it with him but it was a way for him to get to know me better. He'll show it daw to someone else. Gosh I wonder who. It was very sweet of him to actually wrap my books in plastic. And he almost gave me the stuffed toy he got from his friend. He even gave me food yesterday.
He said he'll be giving me something today. I wonder what it is. He asked me if I feel something for him, but I could choose not to answer. I just told him it was too early for me to say anything at this point, but I told him that I feel happy everytime we're together because he takes care of me, he makes me laugh and he makes me feel special all the time. He replied by saying that he's very happy with everything that's happening and we'll talk daw later.
He kids around that he can't wait to kiss me. Told him I wouldn't allow it. Gosh if he only knew how much I wanted it! But of course I have to control for now. That's the only thing I could do. I hope I could stop myself from admitting to him that I had been noticing him since last year. 
