  List's suck, I'm on a list, its crappy, I like this guy, but there is another girl on his list, I don't know why I even bother with this, I think I'll just give up on him, now i'm starting think about this more and the more I think about it, the more its eating me up inside, and the more I question, what's so wrong with me that I can't be alone on a list, obviously there's something missing form me, that makes me just not good enough, for someone to like me, and only me.
So right about now I'm feelin' pretty shity, but hopefully something will happen to make me feel better, the only thing that would make me feel better right now is for my face to stop fucking swelling, and something to eat. damn I'm hungry. well as they say theres always hope that tomorrow will be better, but i don't see that happening. 
