  I just hurt. The why's are too many. The what's are all around me. I am full of jagged glass. Full of hot pain. I just hurt. It seems like everywhere I turn, I see more pain, and I can't bear to behold it any longer. I don't even know what not bearing it would look like. I've opened every drawer. Every closet. Under every pillow and blanket. Pain. I think it will go away. I know it will. And then I wonder, what will come of all this time and all this hurt.
I'm sure it will be something. Something good. It always happens that way. I am blinded by it right now, though. It is like blood running down my face.
I just hurt.
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