  i just finished with a week of softball camp. ugh. thank god christine was there, or i definitely would have quit. sweating in the hot sun for 7 hours while you get taught how to "catch and trap" is not my idea of fun. i dont care how much i love softball...how many times can you tell a person "not to create angles in baserunning"?
oh well...christine is so freaking awesome and i had so much fun with her!!! haha we got in trouble sooo much for talking and not paying attention...go figure!! anyways... i just feel so tired...i dont know why. ive just been thinking about some pretty important stuff for a while now. have yall ever done that? and then notice how much little things dont matter when you compare them to other stuff?
yea. thats pretty much where i am now. ive been thinking about a lot of things, but the main thing is my relationship with christ. thats what should be the most important, crucial thing in my life. and i hate to admit it, but right now its not. and that makes me really sad. i just dont know how to do that. the most frustrating, heartbreaking thing is knowing what you want but not knowing how to get it. 
