  hmm.  yestErdAy u asKed mi whether wE coUld bE togEther agAin.  bAck to thE hApPy timEs b4 wE quarrElled.
 i wIsh i coUld sAy yEs immEdiateLy.  bUt i rEalise i cAnt.  itS nort dAt the feElings aIn't thEre aNym0re.  jUx dAt at thAt m0mEnt,  aLot wAs g0ing thrU mY miNd.  wAd if i chAnged hEart?  wAd if wE qUarrelled agAIn n thEre is a fiFth timE.  wEll.  i dUn wisH f0r hIstory to rEpeAt n i dUwan to eNd up hUrting u agAin.  bEsidEs,  whEn we hAd oUr qUarrEl.  i'vE alrEady t0ld mYself dat dIs wOuld bE thE lAst timE.  i will n0t agreE 2 bE witH yoU agAin.
 cUx that dAY whEn i sAw ur iNsulting nIck.  i wAs deterMinEd t0 eNd everytHing.  yEsterdAy i sAw uR mSn nicK.  " amoUr v0us t0ujOurs"
 wEll.
 i noE ur nIck is mEant for mE.  it s0unded frEnch to mE.  so i dEcided t0 go to thosE onlinE traNslati0n dicti0nAries to lo0k it uP.  " l0vE yoU alwAys"  wAs dE aNswer.  i intended t0 tell u n0t to wAit 4 mE.  cUx u s0 silLy i noE u w0uld.  i initiAted de c0nvErsAtion.
 n i rEgrettEd it.  i sAid tt u'll bE ablE 2 erAse mE off uR mind.  its onli a mAtter of timE.  i noE tt.  i'vE beeN thru all thEse b4.  whEn i sEc2 i oso sAid i wld wAit f0r thAt s0mEone tt i lovEd alot.  in de end still eNd up wif yA.  wEll i wAs reLi sh0ckEd whEn u asKed whEther wE c0uld still bE togEder.
 u sAid u trUli lUv mI n hAd evEn rejEcted tw0 ppL.  i dUn undErstAnd y cld s0mEonE still bE s0 chI qIng aftEr foUr faiLed attEmpts.  i rEli bElieve there r bEtter gUrLs oUt there dE.  i m n0t worTh de wAit.  rEali n0rt wortH it.  i jUx g0t a hUnch dat wE wUn last l0ng evEn if we retUrn t0 de pAst.  n u still sAid thAt u'vE waited for a yEar n will c0ntinUe to wAit.
 thEre's n0 poiNt lor.  i dUwan to takE any risK n bE 2gEder wif u.  i scAred i will hUrt u again n again.  n u repliEd u rAther takE de risK.  y not jUx lEt evEyth go.  aNywaY i os0 do n0rt thinK u trUst mi likE b4 lEx.  i wAs chAtting to hw n oUr nick was relAted n u qUesti0ned mi.  althoUgh u said u wEre jUx asKing oUt of cUrioUsity.
 well~  i dUnO.  fr0m de wAy u asK.  it jUx doEsn seEm a qN asKed oUt of curiousiTy.  .  u jUst mAke mi c0nfusEd all of a suddEn.  i reli likE u aloT bUt i wAs reLi dEterminEd t0 eNd everyth n u jUx hAd to asKed mi to givE b0th of uS onE m0re cHance.  i reli duno wad to do n0w.  +  k0r.  i wAs reLi reli sh0cked whEn u t0ld mi u likE mi.  in de first plAce i wAs onLi j0king wif yA.  i mEan its likE we b0th alwAyx plAy play dE ma.
 i din rEalise u woUld tAke it so sEriousli.  n kEep asking mE whethEr isit rEli cAn or canOrt.  u sAid u nEver blUff mi n u noE hu u likE n hu u wAnna bE with.
 wEll.
 i thot aboUt it.  it c0uld bE reli jUx infAtuati0n u noE.  i os0 noE thAt i sh0w alot of cAre n c0ncErn to u.  it cOuld bE jUx that u r toUched.  n well.
 b4 u changEd nick.  its actuali aboUt u missing or lUving anothEr gUrl.  so h0w cAN it bE u likE mi all of a sUddEn.  hAix.  u sAid I wUn wAnt t0 bE together wif a bAd gUy like u de ritex.  I rEli dun think u arE a bAd gUy n its n0t bcUx of dIs rEas0n dAt I nEver saY “ cAn”  its jUx that I dUn think cAn rUsh things lidAt dEx.  u nId time to th| nk about wh0 u truLi liKe…
 n s0mEmore my olEvels cUming so0n.  I wUn wAnna gEt inv0lvEd in rElati0nshiPs at thE m0mEnt esp if it is dAt u arE trying to find s0mEonE whO will trEat u reli wEll…
 k0r.
 even if I not oNlinE s0 oftEn t0 tok 2 yA bcUx of exAmx…  I n0t gU yi nEglEct u aLritEx.  ur mEi²  os0 will still tEng u 4evEr…  u mUx cHange uR bAd hab| ts as u pr0misEd yA.  dun diSapp0| nt mE w0rx!
