  I dont know what I am going through now, and I dont know what I want all these years. Is it just a better result? There's no point when we struggle so hard all these years doing homework and revision and when we've grown up, all that you're doing right now is useless. No one can predict the future, that's really true. No time wasting to hope for the better things to come to us, we gotta appreciate things happening to us, who knows if anything will happen to us in next few seconds.
I'm feeling numb. I'm coming back to no one every day, I feel so lonely. Everybody's busy doing their things. I have my own things to worry about too, just that maybe I've spent too much time thinking, and leads me to the wrong path. No one's there to correct it and point it out for me. I'm losing my way, hesitating. Friends do help, but not all the time, dude. I'm tired of it. 
