  I am weak willed in the ways of staying out of the crowd. Like a herd of cattle I simply start a blogger to post my inner thoughts of the day. It's almost mind blowing as to how many strangers will probably read this, and all my friends of days old and days new, tehy'll be here too. Sort of like being in Downtown Detroit, in the bad area of town, without a weapon to fight back. Go on ladies and gentlemen, rob my mind. Well, a good friend, Dennis came up from the Navy this weekend. I'm calling in to work today. Stayed out late last night, at Cedar Point. And besides could be the last time I see him for a long while. Man hard to belive it's been a year since the last time I got to see him, and that was for his going away party. The lives of man pass quickly in this world of ours. I have to wonder, if calling in to work is worth seeing him for what is probably the last time in a even greater while.
College, and the working world beyond is kind of scary like that. I have no idea where I'll be next summer, and a year after that, I could be someplace else working overseas. I just don't know. And quite frankly, I've have nightmares about not staying in contact with my friends who love and care for me like no one else will. Albeit it's not like I'm just going to give up and quit. I must press on, through all the hardships that pass my way.
I am strong, I will not give up. I will never succumb to the little voices in my head that tell me what I don't want to hear. Everything has a strange way of working itself out in the end. You can't kill what you did not create. I AM ETERNAL! Nicoli 
