  just came back from cell group ... haiz wad i feel is that my playing is lousy today... even a simple song i cant even play tht well.. or even say cant flow...Y? truthfully say i'm not ready to play today haiz my 16 beats praise song is lousy too all i could say... worship is even worst that ll i can say lousy... Shilin even say such a easy song i cant play?????
i realise i'm not doing quite good... give up my BS just because of my busyness haiz wad am i doing... all this week i depend on my own strength not GOd ... feelign so tired nd stress cant move on... haiz... help GOd... tomorrow is weekends connection pray hope that all the friends tht came will sty in ur kingdom ..... 
