  Well. It's Saturday today and I woke up around 12+ cos was going to meet my hubby. We went to have our lunch at Amk Central Hawker.
We headed to my hubby house after that and let him to took a bathe. &nbsp; It's 4pm sharp and we intend to go town.&nbsp; We reached town and we hang around around Orchard area.&nbsp;I called my mum and was asking where she is and we met her at Wisma and my uncle and aunt.
In the evening, we got no where to go and we planned to go my house to slack and watch some vcd. We went to have mos burger for our dinner and after that we went straight home. On the way home, ah hans msg-ed lester said that purple can sign us in. We're like lolx, we on the way to my house and now tell us this kinda of stuffs. Lester called ah hans and end up we decided to go. We needa reach there by 10.30pm as purple told us to reach early so it won't be that strict.&nbsp; I called Jacky whether he was going and he said ya. &nbsp; I met Jacky outside MU and wanted him to sign me in cos i wasn't sure whether i can enter a not.
Phew! He can sign me in lolx. Lucky me. :P I went to find lester cos he was waiting for me at the other side. &nbsp; Vivian and Jacky were there either and lester told me he oso know vivian. I was like ?? how u know her? He told me he used to got her number. But Jacky told me Lester used to woo vivian but got rejected by her. I was uh huh, wad a joke now? Now ppl probably mocking at me saying me " hahaha. lester used to woo me but now got gf liao.
" I was darn pissed off and din talk to lester for a few hours. I went to platform to dance with Jacky cos i did it on purpose. I want him to get piss but i couldn't do it. Been dancing for a hour and was pretty tired and hot up there. I went back to the place and continue to dance on my own. &nbsp; Well. Probably i told my bf that i actually dun mind ppl past but actually i do.
I just dunno why but i do. He is such a flirt in the past u know? Keep knowing girls and wooing girls. Hey how do u feel if u know ur current bf used to be a flirt? Dun feel gd right? so am i. &nbsp; I was dancing half way and someone kicked my knee. :~ It's hurt u know? Couldn't dance well after that due to the pain. I sat at the stairs and lester came to me and asked me wad happen?
I did ignored him but i couldn't bear. We chatted and i wept. Keep taking out my tissue to wiped my tears. He asked me wad should he do? Dun ask me this cos i dunno how to reply you. &nbsp; Probably now i love u more than u love me. But i dun mind cos once i told u before that i rather be the one who suffer den to let u suffer all the pains.
I got lots of things to tell u but i dunno how to start. I love you and this is for sure. I know we gonna last long if not i won't brought u back to visit my mum and whoever is related to me. Moreover, i hardly club cos of you. As u should know im a hardcore clubber eh!
Well.
Just wanna let u know dun abandon me. It's hurt and probably i will commit suicide. I'm not joking cos i can't live without you. I do mind ur past but im trying not to think about it.
Sometimes u did things letting me to doubt ur love for me. Now i dunno wad to say but i know i'm still doubting ur love. I have to trust and it's important for a relationship. Remembered the first 2 weeks?&nbsp;We been together so happy without any quarrels.&nbsp; I wish to have that moments again. Im sick of quarrelling everyday and i dun wan to. I will try to change and i'll try my best to be a gd gf to u. 
