  Here I am spending some of the little cash I have in the internet cafe again. This is the second time today. At least you get coffee with it, even if it doesn't taste too good. Today I explored this shithole of a place I'm living in. Not the apartment, I mean the neighbourhood. I didn't wear my usual outrageous clothing because for once I didn't want to be noticed. The whole place stinks, I think there's gotta be a factory nearby because it always seems dark. The word 'slums' comes to mind.
No wonder my apartment was ultra cheap. The type of people around here aren't exactly pleasant either. I didn't even need to talk to them to figure that out. But I'm sure a lot of guys here are willing to pay for my services, they all look fucking desperate. I don't want to be here, I realise that now, but I also don't want to go back. I don't want to need other people's help anymore... 
