  am so freaking stupid! i let him down today.. am a bad partner! am a bad lover! :( i know he's mad at me! i was being so selfish.. i was being so insensitive! i know he did not meant what he said last night!
but i was pissed off and sad! if i only know how to control my anger! arrghhhhhhhh..... i really hope he can forgive me! he sounded weird when he called me juz now! gosh!! and tonight we gonna have THE TALK! sheeshhh....hope it will go well finger crossed! am a sad bunny today! am sorry love! 
