  I could tell when someone was thinking about me. I knew when they spoke of me. My ears would burn. My head would pound. They are all watching me. But what for?
Am I a threat to them? Are they a threat to me? They even speak my name. Usually when I am by myself. That way no one else can hear them in my head. It would get loud.
Really loud. I could sometimes not hear others speak. The lights would flicker but only I would notice. Distractions they liked. Making my hands look different. Making people think differently of me.
And the yelling... I was always being yelled at. Not by family. The teacher. She was always yelling. I would think something and she would yell at me like I said it out loud.
She knows what's going on. But the pain. This spot on my head would kill. And then it would move to different parts of my head. My fingers were always numb. Then my hands.
They would tingle alot. I saw it behind the pipes. The eyes. Watching me. Why can't they just leave? But where would they go?
They took my emotion. I cannot feel sadness. Sometimes I dream of the future. I know this because the dreams come true. My potatos tasted funny that night. My mother - My own mother!
- had put something in them taste minty. I cant remember the rest of the night. All black. I dont remember to eat. I no longer feel hunger. I have to remember to eat just to stay alive.
I dont want to die you know. I will never die. They can't make me. No one else can see them. They dont let them. They want control.
Thats all they want is control. But no me. No, they will never control me. Never. My mind will blow them away. But I cannot let them know this.
I have to shut down. Build a wall of brick. I don't even like pudding that much. And the thoughts make no sense. They come to me at the speed of light. They don't relate to each other.
I get looked at funny because of this. Nobody understands my thoughts. I can make sense out of them but no one else can. It leaves the world to suffer without my knowledge. If only they all knew what I know. Boy!
What a world we could have! 
