  Dear diary, I feel so useless and sad... i cannot good results like my classmates in 1s12 and in acjc, aj, mjc, nyjc and tpjc... i got two AOs, an E, a B, and an F for my chinese... sigh... den my father scolded me today after the parents' meeting... he said i was always playing and going out and i never studied at all, but i did!! Wahhhxxxxxxxxx... I just cried in my room... why doesn't he believe me? I really did study and when i went out, i went out to study!! And he said i drew too much and played on the piano too much and chatted on the phone too much!! sob sob........................................................................................ .............................................................................................. .............................................................................................. .............................................................................................. Xueling 
