  It took me a LONG LONG time to get up the nerve to start a blog. I'd read up on them and was pretty familiar with their growing popularity, but it wasn't until a couple friends of mine signed up at blogger, did I decide to make the leap. It was really tough at first....I love to talk nonsense and such but starting something worth reading (to me at least) was quite challenging. And it always seemed I'd be at a loss for topics, until something upset me, then my fingers went to pecking away.
Before I knew it, I'd released my frustrations and felt tons better, but it was not an enjoyable blog to read. It was a great way to let out the crap building inside me and in some small way, I believe, let me cope without my anti-depressants. But something's gotta give. I got tired of being such a bore and definate downer to those who read my blog, so I stopped writing...online, at least. Recently, I decided to give it another try...determined not to complain with every word written.
Unfortunately, that's like going on a crash diet; you avoid the junk for as long as your will power allows, then you snap! Next thing you know, you're cramming twinkies, doritos and snicker bars into your mouth as fast as you can chew. Or in my case, you're filled with so much negativity and rage, you want to strangle the next person you see. Just not healthy, ya know? I took a breather...posted a new entry on the old blog, then took some time to collect my thoughts.
Now after a short hiatus, I'm back. I could spend all day writing stupid essays on here, as my mind is so often filled with insane thoughts (see earlier post on sports bras). I have even tried keeping a note pad for the random crap that pops into my head, so that I always have "material" to work with. If only I could find it amongst the pile of junk stacked on my desk. 
