  man oh man. sometimes i really hate being a girl. we get way too emotional. i can't stand it. i was having a really good night at tyler's tonight, but then i started thinking about alot of stuff and my mood just went way down.
then i think i pissed jeff off on the way home cuz i wasnt talking. and he always puts his hand out the window and i always forget he does it, and i was cold and i accidentally smushed them. i didnt mean too, but he wasnt too happy after that on top of the fact that i wouldnt tell him wat was wrong. who knows. goodness! i need serious help people. i need a vacation away from everything... 
