  Hey, Not doing a lot today. I feel quite sapped of energy though cos I just got out of the bath. Wedding tomorrow and I'm already having doubts about what I'm going to wear. See, it's this blue top, and it comes down quite low so when I'm eating... ahem. Yeah, I'll see. I said in a different post that I couldn't go to ATC, but my mum said I could!
Yay. She said she would drop me down there and maybe I could get a taxi or something back... hooray. That'll get me out of the house from time to time :-D Ha. Fuck you to all of you twats that say I don't get out much. It's really crappy weather today. I don't want it to be like that tomorrow, cos I'll be really cold.
Especially in church. Ick. Church. I never go to church. Never ever. I'm not religious at all.
In my opinion, the bible leaves a lot of history out... like the dinosaurs etc. Where do they come into it in Genesis. And humans were on the Earth by the 7th day in Genesis. That's just not possible. History and science can be proved. Religion cannot.
I'd prefer history and science because of this. Hmmm... one of my friends was on the bus when I went to the cinema with Lois. It seems different between us... somethings just aren't the same. Somebody else said to me that she's stuck up, but she hasn't always been like that. Grrr why do people have to change? I guess I've changed too.
I've turned into a quieter person (and nobody thought it was possible). Maybe thats why they think I exculded myself when I went out with them last. Thats not it. I don't feel like I fit in any more, so I'm quieter. I don't want to bitch about anybody and everybody, so I stay quiet. Ok, so I'll react when I see somebody walking around in rolled up jeans and slouch boots (because they are fashion victims... and they're usually sheep too).
And the people I hang around with usually find it funny. But I don't and will never bitch about my friends behind their back. These people say that it's ok cos they don't just bitch behind peoples backs, they tell it to their face. No. They don't. If anything, they talk through their computer screens so as not to get a punch in the face.
They would all look like rugby players if they told everybody what they were saying about them behind their backs because they would be beaten up. And they know it. It's sad when people get like that... cowardly. I'm going now. I think I've moaned enough. xx 
