  On my Mind Well a few things, which are detailed below,… but I am also thinking of getting a new set of gym clothes. My Husky pants have a dryer hole In the leg, and It is just staring at me when ever I go on the leg machines. I bring my legs forward, the hole gets bigger.. push legs away, hole gets smaller… It Is really distracting when I am trying to count and not worry about the state of my pants. Crap of the day Well another exciting day In the saga of Kira-hood. I mentioned that Kira was all sick and fevery and whatnot right? Well, I went to pick her up from daycare yesterday (Wednesday) and she had SPOTS all over her body!! So the first thing I think Is?? Chicken pox’s of course. But this looked different, and she wasn’t Itchy. So I took her to the hospital (couldn’t get Into see my doctor again) and the doctor there told me she had fifth disease. I freaked out Initially (lets face It, a doctor tells you your child has a disease, you aren’t exactly suppose to be calm. ), but he explained that It Is a strain of Strep and that she was In the end of the cycle. Apparently kids get this all the time, and why It Is called fifth disease Is because they have a fever for four to five days, and then break out IN a rash on the fifth day. So she isn’t contagious or anything (she was some time last week haha) and she can go back to daycare tomorrow.
Another thing we were talking to this doctor about Is Kira’s nasty cough. I explained that It comes on almost every night, and some times during the day. And when she gets a little sick, It sounds like we have a smoker In the house again her cough Is so bad. He told us that It could be one of three things, one: nothing to worry about It was just saliva from teething. Two: Some normal non-growth In the sphincter that will adjust Itself as she grows older, or Three It’s Asthma and/or allergies.
If It Is the third, then the next time she gets all coughy we have to bring her Into see our doctor and get her air way checked while she Is being affected by the cough. Then we would be able to rule It out. Now, I know my grandfather had asthma and Marks brother does from allergies, so this could very well be a possibility.
I was only pissy about this for the first moment when I thought about Kayes reason to still breastfeed, and that was to decrease her babies chance of asthma since she has It. I felt really bad for about twenty minutes, but It passed, and I am sure she will be fine and me deciding to feed her Instead of starving her was the best route. I just needed a moment of clarity. I also had a strange and awful day at work yesterday. I was being jerked around by two managers, who were fighting between them selves and getting me caught In the middle. Have I mentioned that I hate my job, and I hate people?? Ya. Anyways, these two Idiots, after fucking up my whole day had the audacity to start trying to tell me what to do and why their way was ultimately way more superior than the other… I don’t really react well to monkey In the middle, so I just put down my little clip board and said “Listen, I have no Idea what your job Is, but I know what mine Is.
It doesn’t Include listening to a couple of children fighting over who Is the boss and who’s Ideas are better than who’s. So I tell you what, you both can go do your own thing and leave me the hell out of It, I have work to do! !” Well as you may have guessed this mad for a really bad afternoon, and I mean BAD. So when Joesephine came IN today and offered me a job at A&W I really considered It.
Joesephine used to work with me @ Tim’s a few years ago, and Is now the manager of the A&amp;W on the west end and makes a good salary with benefits. She told me she would hire me on at my rate of pay at Tim’s, and be eligible for a raise In three months. So I don’t know, It’s still the same shit, so I am hesitant. But I can tell you that I don’t need to be Involved IN the crap that Is going on at my work… and It Isn’t about to get easier there. I know this for a fact. Something to think about, and a way out If I need. I went to Curves ® today too, and boy did I go hard on those leg pully-uppy-thingys.
My thighs are so sore right now I feel like a jello mold. I was talking to this girl who works there though, and we had a really good conversation about music and just what life was like ‘when we were young’. I was telling her about these clubs I went to In Edmonton, and how fun It was just to dance and dance, no cares or worries. Now It’s like “hhmm… dance until 8am?? Who Is going to watch my child all day so I can sleep, then work to pay for the watching of the child, then do all the laundry all that other stuff requires..” lol. I am just too old for that now. I will just have to settle for listening to my music at a dull roar.
Hahaha The Silver Lining Kira has three more weeks to go before she can get the chicken ox vaccination.. so this was a scare, but she might make It!! Something Amusing To Me The first person killed in an airplane accident was Lt. Thomas E. Selfridge. On September 17, 1908, Selfridge was a passenger with Orville Wright, in a demonstration flight at Fort Myer, Virginia, when the crash occurred. Wright survived the crash. The first pilot of a powered airplane to be killed was Eugène Lefèbvre in France, on September 7, 1909. Everything bad seems to happen In September. I actually changed my birthday to November 2nd like seven years ago… never caught on. Well, actually a hurricane called hurricane MITCH passed through south America and killed like a ba-jillion people on the first celebration of my new b-day, so I just took It as a sign not to mess with mother nature. 
