  So maybe I should give a little more background info on myself and more importantly, my motivations .
After reading back the previous post, I can see how someone could very easily think I'm a psycho stalker who wants to reclaim my man or something equally insane. Lately, many very strange things have happened, that have worn me out. My father has become very ill. I am not altogether well myself. We moved — and yes, I do have a boyfriend. I love him very much and hope (very quietly) to marry him someday.
I just feel like life is very fragile lately. And I feel like there really aren't many people I've intentionally hurt. But David is one of them. And also, the only one I can't reach. Maybe it's some kind of nervous breakdown. Maybe it's unhealthy. But my need to apologise is very real. And acute. I don't remember the last words we exchanged, but I think my last statement to him was something along the line of YOU EXASPERATE ME .
Quite honestly, he did , but that doesn't mean it was intentional from his side or that he deserved to be treated with disrespect by me. Anyway: Unhealthy or no, this is the internet! It is huge! Somebody must know David ! Which is my motivation. I would just like to say that I am really sorry, and I would like to see that his life is brilliant. 
