  yesterday after i listen to wad miss kong say. u can lie to other but cannot lie to urselve.  i m thinking wad should i do.  i m so confuss.  i say i dont like her.  n try to 4get her.
 n try to avoid her.  but.  it seems to not working all i did is nothing.  just a normal day for me.  but still deep down in my heart there is still her standing in there.  cannot 4get her smile.
 cannot 4get the day i start to noe her.  cannot 4get the day we 2 playing basketball together with no other people.  life seems to be so diffcult.  for me.  like her.  is so diffcult.
 but there is a guy use to call him a best fren la.  but.  it seems that he also like her.  i try to 4get her for him.  but i just cannot man. people tell me to be selfish.
 for once to go get her.  but i m thinking.  wad if.  i tell every 1 i like her since sec 1 the 1st time i saw her.  but once sec 2 i noe her .  start to play basketball together with her class mates.
 they are all great people.  great frenz to be with.  they are my true frenz.  if there is thinks or problem they will tok to u about it.  but sec 3 come.  starting to train for my new team.
 i just 4get her for awhile. n she pop up from no where.  with her nice smile.  infront of me asking me to go play basketball.  than i start to like her again cannot resist her smile so sweet so nice so cute.  i did not let any 1 noe about i liking her.
 till almost end of the year everybody just get to noe it.  1 pass to another.  just seems to get to her.  but still we are frenz.  tok play . go out.
 cannot 4get every thing she told me.  than after this year about may or june i start to work for my needs for money.  we dont get to see each other le.  for the whole 1 n a half month.  every thing started whan i heard my FREN.  telling other that she dislike me.
 n i m so confuss.  WAD DID I DO TO MAKE HER DISLIKE ME WAD DID I DO.  for a few weeks.  i seems to be happy out side but i m always asking wad did i do man.  just in my heart i was thinking wad should i do with out her is just like without my life. i drink some beers n wine in the night at home alone.
 thinking .  she dislike me.  i should let her live her live happily.  seeing her happy is all i got to do.  but sch reopen.  i start to noe that my "
FREN"  like her.  n he was the same " FREN"  that tell my other frenz that she dislike me.  i say to myself OH MY GOD.
i saw him flirting with her n alot of other gals.  n i think is she go stead with him.  i will should do something de.  but luckily she rejected him.  n now i was thinking wad should i do.  go n win her heart or wad.
 i m not very good in flirting.  i sure lose to him 1 ma.  but wad should i do. WILL GOD HELP ME.  or is there anythink i can do.  should i go for her or give up.
OH MY GOD.
