  I have a feeling the titles will keep being song titles from songs i'd be listening to at that moment.
I'm getting used to being alone in my room again after a while of going insane like i was in a padded cell i really wanted to just break everything in my room just to get out all this emotion out of me. I began thinking today about why do our emotions drive everything we do? when we get depressed it controls everything we do same with angar, happiness, fear. everything is driven by how we feel but is that what makes us human? we can't live without feeling something and acting upon it but will there be a way to overcome it and do what our brain tells us not our genes and dna.
but does our genes tell our brains what to think? i dunno i don't quite understand genetics at all. we are ruled by our emotions and its done well for us especially when you find that special person the one the person who makes your emotions go crazy to the point where you forget about emotion and reason you follow your heart and its done good by me cause my emotions go crazy when i'm around jessica like she hotwires me.
The main emotion that goes off around her is intense happiness kinda like when you hmm i'm gonna be sitting here all day thinking about something to put it too but theres nothing that i know of that could match the happiness that i get around her but others occur at the exact same time but i'm not gonna get in detail about those. ha i think i'm getting a pattern of opening with a song title and ending with the greatest thing thats ever happened to me and thats my other half my life my woman.
till next time, laters 
