  today is her bday.  den haiz dunno leh.  got a feelin we wun last quite long le ba.  yst went out wif xiang they all den she and her frendz.  den watch same movie.  so called go together ba.  den they wan mi take foto.  haiz.  but i was reluctant.
 all keep pushin mi to take.  mi dun wna keep any memories.  scared i also sad.  but.  in the end.  stil took.  den smile til so fake also.  den i also tink alot of tings again.  tink of whether or not to take action.
 haiz.
 mi v confused wor.  tell mi wad i shld do now can?  den i still keep avoidin her also.
 den see her le.  heartache.  dun dare tell her how i feel.
 haiz.
 den she also keep askin for this blog.  sianz.  dunno how she find out.  she wanna see sia.  scared 1 day she find out.  den dieded.  although onli mi and u noe la.  sitian also.  hope no1 else noes le ba.
 haiz.
 sorrie wor.  always write my thots for u.  den bother u.
 haiz.
 so sorrie.  if u feel fan den muz tell mi wor.  i tink i go slp le.  tata.
