  When I start to let it go - whatever “it” may be – I didn’t expect that I need to let go of my friends. But it was clear that it’s time to let this go too. I have a choice that either I accept the way it is or I refuse to feel bad about myself. I know what I’m going to do…………. Just one thing I’m wondering is that should I initiate the closing or just go on with life and let the time tell that it is over? 
