  got the exam results today, not too bad - 6 credits and 2 generals. not feeling too happy on the best friend thing again.
i never kept a promise and this has caused an awkward silence. or maybe not a silence. when things like this happen i never really shut up i always persist in trying to speak to her and i mess things up even more sometimes. people say we're like a married couple. always arguing and things like that but i guess thats just the way things are between us.
we have our similarities and also our differences. we are ourselves but sometimes being ourselves doesnt work and we have to either be a bit nicer or a bit harder on eachother. i really would like to have a proper conversation with her without me saying something stupid or something that sounds horrible when i dont mean it. please please please speak :'( i love you! :-)&nbsp; urlLink 
