  Well, from one of Rachel's friends, I heard from Rachel. It was awkward, but I was glad to hear from her any possible way. She told me that she missed me, but wouldnt beleive me when I told her it back. As I type this, I know that she is the only one ever going to read this, but....
I MEANT IT. Hell, I stare at her picture at least twice a day. TUESDAY. Thats the day shes coming back. Thats the day shes going to call me, right? I'm pretty happy with myself. I'm not as much of a stalker as I thought. I mean, I only&nbsp;think about her 7 or 8 times. Let me finish. 7 or 8 times----per minute. 
