  Hmm...felt very much better today. Not happy yet not unhappy. Ha^ Don't know what I am talking about. Well, to put it simply, today is pretty much smooth flowing as I do not need to have contact of any form with her. As long as I need not get near her, talk to her or whatsoever, not needing to see her is the BEST.
Got along pretty well with mich and drey today. Can't seem to understand. Relationships like that seem to change like a rollercoaster. At times, it good, comfortable and fun. At other times, it is strained and stifling. PW today was great! Just nice i guess. In life, there are many things that I don't really get it. If you do not like the person or is not used to her lifestyle, then just leave her alone.
There is no need to mean to her or be critical. Because I think you do not have the right to do so. What's worse, you pretend to be nice to her when its just you alone. But when you have the other peeps together with you, you will be mean and hostile to her. What's your problem? This is your speciality ain't it? You are so fond of doing these things don't you?
Just leave the poor girl alone. Will you? And don't abuse your authority. Don't force people to do things. You wanted that job. You stoop to anything to get that job. Then shouldn't fulfil your responsiblity. If you can't manage it, just quit! How could you ask some others to do your job? You are crap! Fancy asking others to do your job when you stay at home and mug, ain't I right? Damn you . 
