  Right, this is going to pretty brief because right now I'm tired. I went round Alex's today, played computer games, did a bit of Backyard Wrestling, got knackered and came home. Was nice for a change heh, am going round again tommorrow and Mark's going to be there wooo :) But yeah, that's nothing compared to what I've done today.
I've thought long and hard and well Ness is a nice girl and all I really just find her attractive, I hardly evern know her. Though I don't know Angela that well I've spent quite a bit of time with her already and well, the first full day I spent with her was one of the best of my life and I wasn't even going out with her. She just seems to cheer me up, whether I get just a text off her, or whether I speak to her on MSN, my mood just seems to change. So I stayed good to my own word, I've ordered a rose for her, not a shitty one either. The most expensive one I could find heh, it's getting delivered to her house Friday morning. £25.75 including delivery, money that I really can't afford. I wrote on the card 'I was going to get you a white rose, but I knew you preffered red. Take Care xxx' her mate Laraine is going to be there to make sure she's in and gets it, and possibly hint that it was me that sent it lol. I got worried though, I was speaking to Angela on MSN and she said she might not be in Fri morning, so I quickly rang Laraine and she said that she'd make sure Angela was in because she'd be there with her.
Heh, I felt better when she said that, I got really stressed when I thought she wasn't going to be in heh. Anyways, I'm glad that's sorted now, I just hope she realizes that it's not just about the fact that I've spent money on her, it's what this symbolizes. I really do think I'm falling in love with her, and this is just a token of my feelings I have for her right now. This could really fuck me up bad, if even after this and I've given the poem I've written to her, she still only sees me as a friend I'm going to feel shitty. Whether she's nice about it or not it'll hurt, I'm just hoping for the best at the moment and we'll see what happens. Who knows? For once it might work out, but maybe that's just wishful thinking. I'm going to go soon, my hands are tired because of how fast I've typed this and I'm tired myself anyways heh.
She said she'd be back on MSN soon, I might just wait for her, have a quick chat then go. Take Care All xxxxx 
