  Hey everyone.  its another wonderful sunday today. I hate sunday's,  they shouldn't have been invented.  everyone says its just to relax and lay back but I hate them.  theirs nothing to do and noones home,
 coady and steve are gone to Moncton with Josh &  Jade for the day,  Andreas working and Sam's at Tylers:  I wish someone would call me but noone does.  I have tomorrow off which sucks because I probably will just stay home and do nothing,  I'd rather be at work making some money but oh well:
P My shifts are alright this week,  a lot better then last weeek Tues 10- 4 Cash Wed 8- 3 Courtesy Thur 3- 9 Courtesy Fri& nbsp;
 12- 6 Cash Sat 4- 10 Supvise I've came to the conclusion the reason why I am getting more cash shifts is because I no longer go out of my way to try and please Elaine,  before I always was like all sweet and nice to her but now I don't care anymore.  I don't think that I should have to please everyone anymore like I used to.  Once again you haven't called me,
 I think I might just say fuck it. you say you like me still but yet you rarely call me,  only when you need something.  I'm not going to bother calling you anymore,  I think I may just move on. you&
nbsp;  were an important part of my life for the past few years but I'm realizing that I& nbsp; CAN actually live without you now,  and maybe we aren't meant to be anymore.  It breaks my heart to actually admit it but maybe it is good that we broke up,
 it seems you are more happy not being with me and I guess I might be too. ya sure I miss you a lot but I am only young and I have soo many years to find " the one"  right?  Maybe someday we will cross paths again and maybe we may have matured by then and then we can see what happens.  For whoever's reading this I'm sorry for all the shit I'm mumbling about:
P but i always feel better after I let it all pour out: P and who knows,  maybe noones reading this which is fine.  I want everyone to start leaving comments: P& nbsp;
I fixed it now so everyone can leave them : P Listening to:  " Let Her Cry"  - Hootie &
 the Blowfish 
