  So me and Cameron went to go ride bikes and we stopped over at Travis's house,  and Travis said that he can't come out for the rest of the summer. nbsp;  So I won't be able to ask him out. nbsp;  At least I get my camera developed tomorrow,
 cuz I have all my pics of Travis on it. nbsp;  And Cameron still wants to fix me up with him. nbsp;  I wanna talk to him at least one more time before I leave. nbsp;
 Nobody knows it,  but I think I really love Travis. nbsp;  I know I really liked Shaun,  but now since I met Travis,  it feels like never before.
nbsp;  I really care about Travis. nbsp;  The one day when we were alone in my backyard I was so happy,  I felt like hugging him to death. nbsp;
 I've never felt that way with Shaun before. nbsp;  I love Travis and I want to go out with him and be with him forever.
