  When I log on to the computer now I get a message from Mr.  Rockmyworld saying " Hi. it's Mr.  Crack,  have you met a new dealer yet?
nbsp;  Pfft. nbsp;  Jackass. nbsp; nbsp;
nbsp; I can't tell if he's busting my chops or really bothered? nbsp; nbsp;  Do I care?  NO(
 yes ) nbsp; nbsp;  Hopefully soon he will become so annoying that he becomes loathesome. nbsp; nbsp;
I estimate that& nbsp; to be& nbsp; about 4 days out if he continues on like this.  I had dinner last night with a&
nbsp; man ( date # 2) nbsp; who is so positive and happy.
nbsp;  He's totally buff because he lives in the gym. nbsp;  He's funny,  educated,  sort of interesting,
 and& nbsp; verrrry interested in me. nbsp;  I was looking pretty hot& nbsp;
which I'm sure that turned the interest in me up a notch. nbsp;  I have lost about 40 lbs since I invited& nbsp; my future ex- husband (
who I affectionately refer to as my baby' daddy)  to leave. nbsp;  But I digress. nbsp; nbsp;
Mr.  C'mon- get- happy invited me to his place. nbsp;  I declined.
nbsp;  I'm not feeling the chemistry even though I can tell he is. nbsp;  I hate that. nbsp;  I want to want a guy who won't toy with me.
 What is wrong with me? nbsp;  & nbsp;  My house is trashed.  Ugh.
 Gotta get ready for work. nbsp;
