  I managed to do the first 6 items on yesterday's list,  yesterday. nbsp;  And I almost made art. nbsp;
 Something got in my way.  Today I'm up to # 6 already -  but I haven't done # 5 yet.
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 I have social engagements planned for later on in the day but I still think I can get to the gym,  and sketch.  Only spending 3 hours on the internet is hard,  also.
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 I'm going to have to be strict.  Well.  Some other things that need doing -  the sooner the better -  are as follows:  &
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 Apply for interest relief before the student loan bastards get on my ass.  Pay my school fines -  library debts and missed appointment fees.  Get a work- study job.  Start looking for a more permanent job.  Get art ready for group show.  Start looking for places to sell my art -  try contacting at least one exhibition space per week.  Tangible goal- setting is in order.
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 It's lame,  but I know myself well enough to know that I have to be strict.
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 I also know that this is going to require a lot of courage.
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 Somehow though,  this time I feel like I have it,  and that I can deal with this huge block of unstructured time and make the most of it,  and not worry about becoming hopelessly lost.
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 I feel like I have the capacity to earn money,  and that my skills are worth something.
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 In short&
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I'm not depressed anymore.
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