  ... Lets see ... I been a mess lately ... Like today i had a pop up .. and i got so pissed off i broke a pen and thew it acrossed the room.
I dont know why i been acting like this but to me its just come naturaly. Its not a good thing. Ne-ways I have no way to fix it, I dont know whats cusing it. And then something happened and Yahoo ... was gone i kicked my chair and fell on the floor crying. Over nothing it was just a thing. I need to get checked. I think I'm a fucking nut. They are going to send me to 45th Street. I am going to e locked up w/ my grandmother .. So i can even go more nuts, I truely need to get my shit striaght. But again I am to young to go fucking nuts. I am just 17 years old shouldn't this be happening when&nbsp;I am like 45?
I dont know but ... Its nuts like I&nbsp;am nuts! I truely just need to blow some hot air and everything will me ok!. I hope I pray!
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I think I will be fine!... :D 
